Is This Love?
   I've had these feelings for
 so long but I can't seem to let
 them surface,and they grow stronger
 every time I come near him; and I
have to ask myself is this love?
Well if love means to be with someone
so long and grow fond of them and
care for them,then I am in love; but
I believe there Is more to it then that,
 for when I first met my Romeo it was
love at first sight;although I never
 told him 'cause for one I was to
afraid and I didn't think that he even
liked or noticed me, and two at the time
 he had a women and a baby on the way.
 Later i soon found out that  he too also
had true feelings for me which I never
 seemed to notice 'cause i would always
 push him away for the simple fact that
i was scared of falling head over feet
 for him; but then my emotions kicked in
and and at first I would let him give me
the most relaxing most sensual massages
that you could ever imagine, and it
progressed from there. Now every time I am
apart from him I grow to love and lust
 him even more from day to day. Every part
 of him I think is so perfect his smile his
 kiss and his personality which is something
 I could never live without. I can still
picture him holding me in his arms and
 telling me he is so glad that i am his and
that he will never let me go and how much
he loves me ,that I am so beautiful and am
his angel. These things he wispers in my
 ear so softly that i can't imagine ever
 losing him ,it makes me feel so good inside
 and I wish the night would never end ,and
I charish these words so much that i realize
 that my Romeo is all that I want and need in
this world and i wouldn't want to go on if
 i had to lose him. For I know i shall never
 find another man as sweet,respectful,understanding,charming,romantic
,and precious as him.My Romeo makes up the best
part of me .

    All day I can't stop thinking
about him;at school, at home, when I
 think, sleep, and eat, and he is
 always the topic of my conversation;
 my world just revolves around him and
 sometimes it just drives me crazy!!
but most of the time I love it; and there
 are certain things that I can't seem to
forget about him either, the sent of his
body,the feel of his kiss ,the warmth of
 his body, his hair so soft I can't resist
 but run my hands through it,and me lying
 on his lap while he sings to me in his
 funny little voice although it still makes
 me feel so special inside to know that he
 dedicates this one special moment to me.And
as i look into those great big darling eyes
 I lose every worry in the world.And sometimes
 I worry whether or not he is the one cause
 no other man I have been with has made me
feel that I am beautiful that all his friends
 like me that we are just the perfect couple
 that the real reason he went with me was
 because I am intelligent and caring and
that we feel comfortable being around each
other;but then i realize that he is the only
 man that has made me feel this way and the
 only one that has ever made me feel this
special and when he walks into this room
 my face just lights up.and I know that
he will always be there for me like when I am
 in pain or in tears he comforts me and makes
me feel good again . And now every time that
I get into trouble with my parents or anyone
else for being with him I know he is worth it .
 I would have rather had one moment where I
could taste his sweet lips felt his warm soft
 body against mine had one sent of his hair or
 felt his warm breath against my neck or to hear
one word from his soft voice,then to never been
with him at all.  I believe this is true love,
 but if I am wrong then tell me what is.
 
 
 

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